All That I Am

All That I Am is a 2013 independent drama film directed by Carlos Puga. The movie tells the story of three young adults who live in New York City and are struggling with their personal and professional lives. The film is a character-driven drama that explores the painful process of growth and self-discovery.

The plot focuses on the life of Harry (Christopher Abbott), a young man who works as a bike messenger and is trying to make it as a DJ. Harry is trying to make a name for himself in the music industry, but he is constantly overshadowed by his more successful and talented friends.

Harry's childhood friend, Amanda (Gaby Hoffmann), is a photographer who is dealing with her own personal issues. She is struggling with anxiety and depression, and is afraid to leave her apartment. Amanda's therapist suggests that she should try to expose herself to her fears, so she decides to start taking pictures of people on the street. This leads her to a chance encounter with Harry, which reignites their old friendship.

The third main character in the film is Peter (Christopher McCann), a middle-aged artist who is struggling to come to terms with his sexuality. Peter is in love with one of his students, a young man named Nick. However, he is afraid to pursue a relationship with Nick, and instead turns to alcohol and drugs to cope with his feelings.

As the story progresses, the lives of the three characters become intertwined. Harry and Amanda start to spend more time together, and Amanda begins to help Harry with his music career. Meanwhile, Peter's struggles with his sexuality come to a head, leading him to make a decision that will change his life forever.

The film's cinematography is simple and understated, which allows the performances of the actors to shine through. Christopher Abbott gives a nuanced and authentic performance as Harry, conveying the character's vulnerability and insecurity. Gaby Hoffmann is equally impressive as Amanda, bringing a raw and emotional intensity to her portrayal of a woman struggling with mental illness. Christopher McCann delivers a powerful performance as Peter, capturing the character's pain and longing with heartbreaking honesty.

The music in the film is also noteworthy, with a soundtrack that features a mix of indie and electronic music. The music is an integral part of Harry's character, and it is used effectively to convey the character's mood and emotions.

All That I Am is a poignant and affecting film that explores the complexities of human relationships and the struggle for self-acceptance. The film is a character-driven drama that relies on the strength of its performances and its understated visual style to convey its emotional power. Fans of independent cinema and character-driven dramas will find much to admire in this beautifully crafted film.